I can’t fucking handle this. I knew he was getting skinny again, but I didn’t think he was going to die. I don’t fucking know what to do.
James and Russell are sneezing constantly, and one of James’s eyes has gotten all small and sort of cloudy and I don’t know what happened but I’m freaking out because there are no good vets in this area who treat rats and I don’t have any money anyway. And I was going to ask my parents for money to go see a friend this weekend, but that’s obviously out the window if I have to take the rats to a vet. Though I have no clue what vet I’ll take them too.